Search... and destroy

"I thought I understood it, that I could grasp it, but I didn't, not really. 
Only the smudgeness of it; the pink-slippered, all-containered, 
semi-precious eagerness of it. I didn't realize it would sometimes 
be more than whole, that the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea. 
Because it's the halves that halve you in half. I didn't know, don't know, 
about the in-between bits; the gory bits of you, and the gory bits of me. "


"The things you hope for the most are 
the things that destroy you in the end"



"The creative person is both more 

primitive and more cultivated, more

 destructive, a lot madder and a lot 

saner, than the average person."

"Behind every exquisite thing

that existed, there was something tragic."

Oscar Wilde

"It hurts because it mattered."
- John Green